Woman's Pray

"Lord, I pray for a man that will be a part of my life. A man that really loves You more than everything. A man that lives not for himself but for You. He must know for whom and what he lives, so his life isn’t unless. Someone that has a wise heart not only a smart brain. A man that not only adore me, but can warn me when I’m wrong. A man that can be my best friend. A man that makes me feel like a woman when I’m beside him. I don’t ask for a perfect man but I ask for an imperfect man. A man that needs my support, my love and my prayer for his life. Give me Your hand so I always be able to pray for him. Give me Your eyes, so I can see good things in him and not the bad one. Give me Your mouth that is filled with Your words of wisdom so I can support him. And I want that finally both of us can say “How great Thou Art”. Amen."

                                                                                                                                                  -anonime

Bastille - Of The Night

Gara-gara youtube dan penasaran sama video clipnya Bastille - The Things We Lost In Fire, gue ketemu sama lagu kesukaan gue sekarang, Bastille - Of The Night. Pas gue pertama kali denger dan liat video clip ini gue kaget kan, soalnya isinya tentang orang korban bunuh diri, tapi bagus lagunya.
Gue dengerin lagunya, kenapa lama-lama sedih gitu dan berasa jadi pengen bunuh diri juga :|
Engga tau kenapa begitu, apa gue lagi kebawa suasana sedih dari diri gue sendiri atau karena emang beneran gue ngerasain sedih dari lagu itu. Dari lyric-nya aja kayak gak ada semangat hidup. Coba aja dengerin lagunya dan liat lyric-nya.

BASTILLE - OF THE NIGHT

Rhythm is a dancer,
It's a souls companion,
People feel it everywhere,
Lift your hands and voices,
Free your mind and join us,
You can feel it in the air,
Oh woah, it's a passion,
Oh oh, you can feel it yeah,
Oh oh, It's a passion,
Oh oh, oh, oh, oh,

(THIS IS THE RHYTHM)

You can put some joy up on my face,
Oh sunshine in an empty place,
Take me too, turn to and babe I'll make you stay,
(OH YEAH)
Oh I can ease you of your pain,
Feel you give me love again,
Round and round we go,
Each time I hear you say,

[Chorus:]
This is the rhythm of the night,
The night,
Oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life,
My life,
Oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,

This is the rhythm of the night,
The night,
Oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life,
My life,
Oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,

Wont you teach me how to love and learn,
There'll be nothing left for me to yearn,
Think of me and burn and let me hold your hand,
Oh yeah-ah-eh,
I don't want to face the world in tears,
Please think again,
I'm on my knees,
Sing that song to me,
No reason to repent, 

This is the rhythm of the night,
The night,
Oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life,
My life,
Oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,

:)

Feel So Right

Tell me, if you're only going to be memories that will far I buried in wishful thinking.

Let me know, I'm really just going to keep praying you are happy there .

Sometimes I regret it if I knew, I would still have a feeling of you even after all these years we split up.
Why didn’t I just have a feeling about you when we really together?

Oh , I have. Past. In the beginning..

So now, when I see and remember how we used to talk, it’s really hit me. We're happy. And only in our mind  that makes us unhappy.

When with you, indeed have always never been satisfied .
Never satisfied to laugh, joke, hug you, smell the scent of your body, play with you, feel angry if you do not want to cut your hair is already long and do not want to eat when you are sick.

Indeed, I have always never been satisfied .

Because of that, you really real. The only real for me. I feel real when I’m mad of you, real  have for fun together, real to have you, real to loved  you, for me to learn to understand you, loving you, caring you. you change me. makes me better and teach me how to act wise and nicely..
 

Because, there is no such thing I regret now, that you have no real anymore ..

                                                                                                                                              -mlsd

Bahan Renungan

"Saya lihat, dari sekian banyak temen kamu yang maju, IP dan IPK kamu cukup tinggi, tapi saya mau bilang, bahwa IP dan IPK tinggi itu juga belum tentu menentukan kinerja kamu yang sebenarnya."

Apa saya terlihat bodoh?
Atau apa saya tidak pantas mendapat IP dan IPK yang sedemikian adanya?
Apa saya terlihat tidak pintar dan hanya bohong belaka nilai-nilai yang saya dapatkan?
Saya memang tidak bisa berbicara didepan orang banyak yang mengutarakan apa yang saya pikir dan saya mau seperti yang lainnya dengan mudahnya.
Dan apakah itu salah saya? :'( :'(

Dengan kerendahan hati, saya tidak marah. Hanya saja, saya merasa "kecil" dan merasa "tidak pantas" untuk mendapatkan hasil yang begitu gemilang....